After Break up- The beginning

I guess we all have gone through this phase of life and i promise you an interesting story on the life of a great friend i know.

But, one thing is sure... you gonna enjoy the ride through there life and believe you me ... Each word and each incident i mention is true and real just like the lady typing the words on the page...
so, here goes the beginning (Ahem!! this poem i have written is dedicated to the Assholes who just cant keep their promises and me being the girl will take the side of the fairer comodity for i too agree, Girls r always right!)................................

Life will be beautiful, you promised one day

And with you did my everyday turned happy and gay…

I loved the way you looked into my eyes

‘You are mine bitch!’ you will claim and always made me cry…

I remember your fights you did on our every meeting

The way you hurt and with love did I took your every beating…

You nagged like a kid on your every demand

From my looks to your life every thing you always planned…

Its you who turned my dreams to desire

For marriage was never on my mind how much I conspire…

Then it all turned weird one day

The dream to have you with your kids got lost in some way…

You decided to move on for it’s a Break and not a break up

Tell me, what else I could have done for you were no more there to look up…

 

Half-heart though but I accepted it all

One day you may realize and come back from your fall…

I lived each moment with you without a thought to give

Today I think a lot before even to text you a single message I pick…

Time has changed and will change from month to year

I lost you today, for loosing you were once I feared…

I don know how much does a heart holds on or survive it after

But the pain changes to Anger, and it does happen after a Break up.

p.S- just to remind myself and all that the story is totally contrary to the poem for i promised all a joy and fun ride and me being a lil occupied with the worldly affairs will be able to narrate only a piece daily like a story teller :)

Memories do kill!!!

we watch a movie and find it so funny with all the melodrama... i mean, i was seeing this silly movie where the actor and actress had a break up and they start visualizing in all place... well, it was a year i saw the movie.. before my break up ofcourse and i simply laughed it out.
i mean.. what the f**k, who see eachother like this all over the memories and here i am making a fool out of myself on the same :)

its been some 10 months (including the repair structure which didnot work) and we have almost stopped seeing and believe me i have to run from the city to stop seeing him at regular places when he just even do not exist.

i have stopped going to pizza hut for the regular service guy will always ask for him, i cut my visits to CCD for i am not able to explain my single presence to the wondering eyes...i do not visit markets for it seems the place is full of him..

i am sure, i am not the only one doing the stupidity for we all get our doses of life...i know it is tough to get over cold winters wen someone afrm have always warmed you. and it is  ceratinely impossible to get over your phone screen in this tele-world wen it has been smothered by someone messages always.

well... it is just a random thought i hav written on a stupid winter evening when after a good 10 month also, i am expecting my phone screen to flash his name when the number is changed good two times.

anyways... life is always smart on us and i am sure we all have a kiiler memory to share...

OMG!!

Memories, do kill!!!!!

The First Step...

Well today is the first day here and sitting in an ideal room the thought has just clicked to get started...
who am i, what i do.. will come in form gradually... as of now.. i am a writer and a good friend who can give in a good bite to lot of your thoughts and share few good pieces of mine...

one thing i promise is to be honest wit all and same expected wit you all :) :)

so... Welcome Anji :) :)