Strange when everything just comes rushing back to you like it was never over. Need to feel that one arm wrapped behind you telling all is gonna be well or that urge to listen to that one voice making all the stress of day go away. Really don know things which were ever there really existed or was just some expectation of an individual knowing that if anything ever go wrong, they will always hear this one comfort and will find them wrapped around the soul of one they love.
Can't help humming the lines of one of my fav song... "Aaj shab jo chand ne hai ruthne ki thaan li.. Gardishoon me hain sitaare baat humne maan li.. Andheri sah zindagi ko sujhti nahi gali.. K aaj haath thaam lo ek haath ki kami khali..."
One of my very dear friend just suggested me that I should get married. Not because of any common reason followed by an Indian society but a very special reason given by him.. He told me that I really need someone 24*7 to take care of me for the adventure full life I need. Its like I am kinda 24hrs responsibility for anybody will love to deliver it. A tigress who needs a ring master to learn some rules ;)
Hahahaaaa.. Can't stop laughing on this now.
Nah.. Its not like I am against marriages, nope!... Infact I am a kinda friend who will be the first one to help a friend to run and get married or to get married to make it more simple. But, I just do not understand commitment stature of people. Little confused that when some love how they fail to be fearless or when some care how can they ever get week to fulfil their duties.
Human as an species sometimes scares me. Not that I don have some wonderful souls around who take care of me like kid... My one of the boss says... "Few people come on earth making God so happy that he grants everything to them.. I am one of the souls." But, still I do not know why I fail to make people my part at toughest situations. Maybe coz few failed me so badly that now I can't risk of loosing more.
Any ways.. Only reason to share the thought.. Well, not only reason to share but 3 reason to share the thought.. One, being with myself whole day yeah certain things have just came rushing to me which I thought can manage without. Second, my net not working and I wanted something constructive to be done beside the Guitar. Third, well... Let that be a secret ;)
" Kyun khoye khoye chand ki talaash me , firaak me udhaas hai dil... Kyun apne aap se khafa zara zara sa udhaas hai dil... Ye manzilen bhi khud hi taye kiye... Ye faasle bhi khud hi taye kiye... Kyun naye naye se raaston pe phir chalne ko aaj hai dil...
Dil ko samjhaana kehdo kya aasan hai,
Dil to fitrat se hi sunlo na baimaaan hai,
Ye khush nahi hai jo mila,Bas maangta hi hai chala,
Dil ki har laagi ka sunlo, dard hi hai ek sila...."
Ouffffff...
Lots of Love! Anji
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