The story talked about a lot to be absorbed in one reading. Love, money, Dreams, Prostitution, Pride, sex, love making, pain, freedom, hope, peace, completeness, belonging, adventure.. Well, so much what women desire and so less that society agrees...
Well, maybe it is just the rough mood or the sour fight which put me to the thought but then somewhere we are forced to agree on realities of the life, relationships... Mother says that one should always follow the way of society for people who challenge it are either doing wrong and trying to cover it all with their attitude or they are still too immature to start up with their ways.
But my question is.. Why can't one be happy?
If your spouse do not will to live with you anymore for the comfort and peace they wanted from you is being experienced at other luxury.. Why can't they be allowed to go accepted with a simple smile as this was the only way to happiness..
Being in love and completely enjoying the dependency of each other one day when one realize that other had its own challenges, weakness and fear to go ahead, why can't that relationship be dropped for the sake of each other and moving on can be sailed through with happiness..
When it seem that life has knocked us down and only hope , need, desire is the love of people we love and care.. Why don we make them hear that and know that how much they are important for us and how much do we need them at that moment of life and how much we want them to stay and be our strength for in that moment of loneliness and despair.. They are our only strength.. Our only source of happiness..
Why do we dwell in egos and can never show how much a person mean to us.. Breaking of heart is way beyond our control but why don we accept that we need that heart to be healed by the one we desire.. Why do we get so scared on passing on that love just because of the fear of not dwelling into anymore heart breaks.. Why is it that we become so cautious to our own doors to happiness..
If we feel bad about anything we ensure that we get that passed onto everybit related to us.. But then why do we do not let the happiness of other's heart be reason for our own smiles.. Guess, we all know answers to our question and we all also know what we well desire and deserve.. Its just we have got so accustomed to the fear of our own devils and negatives that we just do not let ourself float on the tunes of our own heart and get that waves being passed on the lips and then to the eyes.. Its like we have sentenced ourself to unhappiness for we believe we do not deserve even this simple pleasure of life..
"Let the heart flow and rise to the desires of soul.. Let not the feelings be beheld as happiness is deserved by all.."
Lots of Love! Anji
