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As usual late night and my usual hobby of wandering about life and pondering thoughts here and there.
I don remember , when did I last visited this usual stop by diary of mine.. Well, now don be too poetic . Just that its been really long that I had my last post. And my personal busy ness is not at all responsible here. Its the "Telco Love" that's eating up my all the time. Time like I can't believe, its gonna be 4 good year in the 'Land of lovers' and still no plan to move on.
I have always been a strong believer in destiny and had this thought that 'We can never be deprived of what we are destined for'.. Another example to add to life. When I reached the city of Greens and outrage, it was a different phase of life. Phase which was meant for searching what I lost in the journey of my experiences.. 'My Hopes and Dreams'. Though the Break point, Punjab ended as another experience of life.
Here I discovered the carefree 'Me'.. Though I had been always one but then I had always been the sincere me- Sincere Girl of School, the Responsible President of College, the reliable asset of my organization, the ever-dependable lover, the sacrificing 'filmy' soul .. But then, Punjab happened..
In the city of kings I met, the carefree roamer , the abusive hard-core, the Independent lady, the flirt,the drunkard, the irresponsible and immature girl, the adventurer, the tough one, The innocent Kinder garden kid, the Loner who enjoyed herself... I met 'Me'.
I learnt, to flirt and just be okay about it.. To Drink and drop dead without senses and still be ready at 9 for office.. To date and not feel guilty breaking up next month or week if got bored.. To be out dining and enjoying night by self, without being bothered to be questioned.. To be carefree and jump on sofa with a 4 year old best buddy.. To cook and not getting bothered if its worth eating or not..
And then I learned to grow in career and get my lost track back, to take challenges and get recognized for my strengths as it has always been, to speak up more loud and clear for I was more experienced and better with life than before...
I learned to love back.. I learned to complain, which I never did.. I learned to be dominating for I am a woman.. I learned to Dream and then hope that dreams come true...
I learned.. That how far one ever go, how badly one get lost... One always found way to come back to self and loved ones..
One always find way back home!
Lots of Love!
Anji
