I am just confused and not able to think and decide,
Gazing at the sky I am wondering what is that Love is all about?
Is it about loving you till the end of my every breath?
or is it being committed to you till I die?
Is it about remembering the each promises we made together?
or is it about the harsh words to each other did we say?
Is it about being with you forever?
Or is it about leaving you for you turned away?
I know it did hurt a lot when you left me helpless one day,
what I also know that the feelings I had is still same till today,
I still adore those moments we lived together..
But know that somewhere they gonna pain forever..
And still I know that all memories will be kept safe in the heart,
for my love has been always more than the one it hurt..
I am wondering that what is this craziness all about?
With you is all the pain but they are one I cannot even live without!
Is love really all about giving with nothing in return..
or it is just a statement made by a fool who have never learnt to move on!
Why this feeling just seems to be a puzzle,
neither we are able to put together the pieces nor we are ready to struggle..
Why we are not able to carry our better self to the next one,
for we know that we have lost a lot already and now its time for all lost battles to be won!
Why is it with all the wrongs we still find that one person right,
and we know that nothing gonna stay and we still hold it all tight..
I always wonder that what is it that keeps that feeling going,
were we really so much in love or it was just a sour seed that we were sowing..
I wonder what is the end of all this ordeal?
Is it only the arms of one we love or we really is just a matter of someone's' care?
strange this feeling has always been...
even after so much confusion its that one person smile that we always see..
Love a feeling so dear, so painful, so confused...
I wish if only for one time from loving I would have been able to refuse..
Oh god, I cant believe that this is one feeling without which we cant survive..
still always do i wonder what is that Love is all about....
Lots of Love! Anji




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