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Lots of Love!Anji

I can give up anything to listen to this song daily :) :)

Its sooths you like anything man !!!

Oooooo...... I love Notebook :)

Lots of Love! Anji


Saw Notebook today again... this makes it 10th or 11th time, don know :)
beautiful movie that make you believe in timeless love and that relationship is all about passion and togetherness :) :)

i wish all in love a life of Noah and Ellie... and for broken heart- there are lot many ways to cheer up dude ;)

And yes... do enjoy the song i love in the movie :) :)   (Reminds me of someone !!! and I am sure will remind of you of somebody too ;).... if not, You Lucky chap!!! )

Billie Holiday - I'll Be Seeing You Lyrics

I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day through.
In that small cafe;
The park across the way;
The children's carousel;
The chestnut trees;
The wishin' well.
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day;
In every thing that's light and gay.
I'll always think of you that way.
I'll find you
In the morning sun
And when the night is new.
I'll be looking at the moon,
But I'll be seeing you.
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day;
In every thing that's light and gay.
I'll always think of you that way.
I'll find you
In the morning sun
And when the night is new.
I'll be looking at the moon,
But I'll be seeing you.

For it is really very tough this way to let you go...

Lots of Love! Anji



I know today is the last day I hope to be with you,
If you will ask me to smile I will still do it for you,
You ask me to dance n I will rock all the beats for you,
You ask me to talk and endless can I go,
For it is really very  tough this way to let you go...
You ask me and I will make the springs blossom again,
You demand and I will give in all without you have to say,
You fight and I will hug you and forever make you stay,
You love me and I promise to love you back every single day,
For it is really very  tough this way to let you go...
Every song will I sing which you sang to me in past,
I will joke the way forever to make your smile last,
I will be the kid to you forever if this will grow our love,
And I will be your best friend for all you promise to stay,
For it is really very  tough this way to let you go..
It paining deep inside to not find you near,
And each moment of this loneliness fill my eyes with tear,
For I know I will look for you again on bedside when I sleep,
All your memories safe inside my heart always will I keep,
But I also know that no more you belong to me,
And its paining deep inside my love,
For it is really very  tough this way to let you go...
For it is really very  tough this way to let you go...

Last night with you...

Lots of Love! Anji 

drunk and deep in my thoughts do i realise
how much this heart loved you
for today is the day full of pain and sorrow
for today onwards forever i will ,miss you
i miss the arms wrapped around my chest
and yes i do miss the warmth of you
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

i know tomoorrow you will no more be mine
and neither will any of the past memory will hold its value
i know tommorow is trhe last day i will have the last look of you but
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

all the memories of oiur love and all the thoughts of having you
will go out in itys way one bny one for you will belongh to
somebodyu you are commiyteed to but'
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

i need you close and warnm enough to heat me again
from the chilling winter of the season as it kill me with its hand
i need you wrapped arounfd my body like the blanket odf the past
i do not undersatnd still the new form of you
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

i still desire of my losty dfream from you for yoiu are the one
whom this heart have always placed neafr from all the loved one
but today youn are gone to someother arm and still
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

i wish tyo make love to youy]
for youb are the one i was always passionmaye abpout
and i wish to close you tight agaubnst my body
like the summer heaty never will i go
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

broken heart i wish you goodbye
never again will i ever cross yourv path anbd say you hi
but its my last request "hug me love..."
without you i will be lonely and will i cry
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

i klove gyou and will alweays love ypouy
you be far or you be neafr to the heazrt'
but then all the distance will i maintance still for you we;ll beinhg
still the last requesty and i wanna make iot worth too
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..
for today is the last night i again wish to be with you..

Smile Tricks you!

Lots of Love! Anji

People say for being a bluffer we have to posses lot many quality... well i say a smile will do!

I have reached this conclusion by witnessing one of my very good friend condition. I must say, she is a tough hearted bitch!

I know Ananya since childhood. She is like part of mine. A bubbly and kind hearted girl. Always a lovable creature. I call her creature because sometimes she is at par with we human qualities. Good or bad I don know but somewhere this heart will always respect her.

And well, when i talk about bluffing she is really good at it. Seeing her nobody will ever tell what pain that bitch is going through but she will always make you jeolous with her laughter as him sorrows have never touched her when they seems to be an integral part of our life. I mean, we get depressed on everything, from our bosses to our jobs, family matters to our small personal affairs. Everything seems coming down to us and we feel so helpless in this cruel manipulative mean world! and here is Ananya... always laughing for what may be the situation is. For her , boss is human too and human are tend to be challenging, unless there is no chaleenge in the job there is no fun of work, Family is your best friend so one must keep playing around with them and as far as the personal life goes "who cares!"- these are the two words she has to say. But, will anybody ever understand what her little heart goes through? i always run to her with my slighest of issues... hair cut to dress not suiting me, boy friends to new crushes, breakups to appraisal depression and she always welcome me with this cheerful face and smile of hers as if telling that there is nothing more important than my binnaca smile in this world and guiding me through each phase of life.

Today too i was depressed on my small issue of life and went to this lady who gave me resolution to the issue in an instant and I moved back to my work and an evening party post that in a real light mood. But, will anybody ever analyse what she must have been through tonite. Love of her life is getting married in another 24 hours. A guy whom she loved more than anybody in her life. They both have broke up a year before and no more on talking terms too , but still she accepted his friendship when he came back to her almost 15 days back and welcomed him with the same smile she always had for him. Today too she has communicated the same way to him full of smile and laughter as if life is all about it. But, being a girl i can say how much pain she would be going through from inside for letting someone go whom you loved so deeply with such a broad smile is certainely not anybody cup of tea, but that woman is being doing it with her full heart knowing that it gonna tear her apart.

i have heard as a saying that nothing hurts more than love someone we cant have... certainely she must be in pain.

well, don havemuch words to the situation but will pray god be with her and let her get through the pain for he is the one who brought her to it :( 

Winter Mornings-Sex or Love Making

Lots of Love! Anji



Got up with the naughty thought in the morning with sudden realization of winter chill down my waist and legs for the blanket decided to strip few part of my body.
What do we people crave for, is it love or Sex?
A tough question.
Sex is an eleven minute activity so very well defined in one of my favorite writer book "Eleven minutes". But, is love too an eleven minute activity?
i guess No, love is more beyond it and it is not what is sex completely that a body craves for but it is indeed love.
Now, i know you all will be countering me blaming me for my Indian mentality but then my answer to all your question i will like to handle with two examples i have to throw as my cards :)

Talk about Sex, it is so freely available, anywhere you go- paid or not paid , it is just so very much available.But the question is that if i see from a women angle, does this 11 minutes activity actually satisfy her? or what good does it do expect about satisfying the organ of the body which cannot stand its erection for long ;)
i wake up in the morning filling so dizzy and looking for someone beside me, but was it for sex?
No, sex is just call away and what do one have to do in it (if it is not a paid profession)- Just lie there and enjoy the pain coming...?
i mean, what pleasure?
how can you think of giving someone that kiss so hard on their lips when you even don want the person the next moment around you!
Or what all innovation you can do with this term called Sex if not lying on bed and enjoying certain body pleasures?
Now, here i do not talk about kamasutra, a Yoga i would call it for how many actually take sex as a part of exercise (not to forget that yogist/trainer do recomend that to stay young one should have sex 3 times a day). But, again here i am just talking about 3 letter word-SEX!!!!

And now on the other hand i talk about making love- a very broad concept understood by few but challenged by all ;)
What is love making?- a polished way to call Sex!
but, i would disagree to this... it is just a part of emotion called LOVE. An eleven minute activity is just such a smaal part of this term!
Have you ever imagined kissing someone so hard in heavy rains, when all you care about is not getting wet but to have more and more of that person?
Driving on crazy highways and then when you cannot stand the distances from the one sitting next to you, so inviting , so intoxicating... You do the unexpected?
Having bath together?
Going ahead and licking one's body with oohh so famous choclate syrup..
making out not only on Bed but... Sofa, kitchen tables, study tables, bathrooms, chilly floors or any damm place you both c an be together...
now, is all this only possible coz you are too horny to prove yourselves to your partner or the fun of all this is because you enjoy ur togetherness. You enjoy feeling eachother in your arms.. under gthe warmth of your body... not becuase it gives you only certain body pleasures but you feel so secured lying beside the one and feel so blessed waking up beside the one. Or even the activity had been one of the crazy acts (like all those places i mentioned about making outs- to add, Your terrace too ;) it is always fun to laugh with the one you love post the crazyness.

Now, do sex has the same Aura?
i guess, the answer is No :)
You ask now,"But, love making is always possible with anybody you knw, maybe your best friend."

But then, i never classified the person you need to make love too... i just said that love making is a beautiful concept and it becomes more beautiful with the strong feeling of how much you want that other person in your life... rest, i can never comment what love is or not but certainely the picture i attached with my thoughts describes it way beyond :) 

Khamosh raat ...

Lots of Love! Anji




Nights


Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Kaunsi reh gyi dil ki wo muraad adhuri,
Sab hai tere paas par tu gumshuda kyun hai..
Pura dikhta hai wo chaand bhi tujh par,
Taaron se bhara hai phir bhi adhura kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Le ata hai uski yaad bhi tere ane ka pahar,
Tujh jaisi hi ho jati hun main bhi kuch,
Jaane ye virah ka silsila kya hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Kehte hain baba sabse sunder hota hai sehar ka wo pal,
Adha andhera aur aadhi roshni hai jisme..
Par ye tera shyam rang mujhe bhaata kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Ek baar dekha tha vrindavan me tujhe kaanha k bhi saath,
Kadam par betha bansuri se wo mujhe aaj bhi rijhata kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Yaad hai mujhe us din ka tera wo tanha guzar jaana,
Uski yaad me jab un galiyon me do aansu bahaye the..
Aaj bhi magar un galiyon ki mitti nam kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Soti nahi thi bachpan me maa meri,
Jab saari raat me shaukh se jagti thi..
Aaj usi chote se ghar me akeli jagti wo pareshan kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Ek ansun bhi na dunga vaada kiya tha usne kabhi..
Aaj in ankhon me ye dariya kyun hai..
Kaisa riwaaz hai ye bhi mohabbat ka,
Vaadon k saath dil toot ta kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Jaagte hain tere saath kuch hi deewane aksar,
Ishq,shayari,sharab ka ye nasha kya hai..
Saath rehkar bhi saath nahi rehte apne,
deewane ko apni deewangi me ye maza kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..
Taakta dur un aasmano me,
apni taqdeer musafir dhoondta kyun hai..
Raaste kho par bhi khuda par jaane,
Bando ka rehta hausla kyun hai..
Khamosh raat se puchti hun main aksar,
Itni khoobsurat hokar bhi tu tanha kyun hai..

Umr bhar hum ye gunah karte rahe

Lots of Love! Anji

Umr bhar hum ye gunah karte rahe,
Dosh dil ka aur aankhon par sitam karte rahe...
Uski bewafai ka shikwa na kiya,
Aur us bewafa se wafa karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum.................
Mohabbat me barbad pehle se hi the,
Uski yaadon me phir khud ko tabah karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum..................
Chot kuch aisi khai dil par,
Tamam umr phir dil lagane se darte rahe...
Umr bhar hum....................
Ab aadat nahi unko hamari us tarah,
Jinke khwaishon par hum jaan nisaar karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum.....................
unki berukhi ko narazagi samajh kar hum,
Unke aane ka intezar karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum.......................
Yun to waada tha khud se bhul jaenge unko,
Khud ko bhula kar hum unse pyar karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum..........................
Kaisi hoti hai deewangi mohabbat me,
Khuda se badhkar unki bandagi karte rahe...
Umr bhar hum...........................
Tere aane ki aas bhi hai aur tera yakeen bhi nahi,
Band aankhon se phir bhi teri rah takte rahe...
Umr bhar hum............................

Mohabbat k silsile purane hue,

Lots of Love! Anji

Mohabbat k silsile purane hue,
Unko dekhe bhi ab zamane hue..
Jal utha hai dil phir unki yaad me,
Jinke intezar me hum parvaane hue..
Kuch yun nikla unse apna pan hamara,
Khud k liye hi hum begaane hue..
Do aansu bhi bahaye to ab kis kandhe par hum,
Unke pyaar k do bol to ab afsaane hue..
Jalta gya kuch yun aashian mera jaise,
Jalane ko use sab hi shaamil hue..
Ek baar bhi use paas na bula sake hum mana k,
Use gale lagane k kai mauke hue..
Teri aankhon se abhi pee bhi na paye the hum,
Tere gham me ye do aankhen paymaane hue..
Maana k kuch nahi hai magar kuch hai bhi,
Kaise keh de k tujhse begaane hue..
Ishq me tere basta nahi hai mera ghar,
Kis zid me magar dekh hum banjaare hue..
Tanhaiyon se mujhe lagta nahi ab darr,
Teri yaad to bas bahaane hue..
Kaise karun ab main teri bandagi mere khuda,
Tujhko unme dekh hum unke deewane hue..
Mohabbat k silsile purane hue,
Unko dekhe bhi ab zamane hue..

Aloneness- Sometimes it do calm :)

Lots of Love! Anji

Chandigarh is a beautiful place and more beautiful are its few places, to name one is Sukhna Lake. free from office little early today, i went to the place to enjoy the Autums of the place and the lake view. these places are often surrounded by couples. couples who have come there to pass their time away from family, couple to do patch up from their fights, couples to have their first date and couples to break forever.
Amongst the young we also find the couples who have grown together with time hand in hand and with the most beutiful asset of their life-Kids. And, lastly we also find couples who have conquered the battle known as time and have won their gray hairs to stand by each other in the few last step of the journey called life.

well, in all the crowd you do see few lonely birds, waiting for their mates to come from the day hunt or one who have lost their mate to competition ;)
and seeing their emptyness i always wonder... do love really leaves us so shallow and deprived of life?
i mean, isnt it okay to be single for sometime and enjoy the virtue of aloneness by giving worth to your own company.
Who in this world know you better than you?
who in this world knows better than you what you want, what makes you happy, what make you feel shattered, what make you cry... i mean, who else but you are your best friend.

When you are with yourself and no restrictions, no comittment do you realize that life is so beautiful, so free... and there is world to be seen beyond the one we usually holds onto without realizing that moving of that person from our life just leaves us with no option (you don believe me dude, close your eyes and try to imagine next one day even without talking to your better half... Ouch! that pains deep!)

but then certainely.. life is beyond this one pain and i guess we all should learn it if we are not amongst the last two groups of couple i mentioned.