People say for being a bluffer we have to posses lot many quality... well i say a smile will do!
I have reached this conclusion by witnessing one of my very good friend condition. I must say, she is a tough hearted bitch!
I know Ananya since childhood. She is like part of mine. A bubbly and kind hearted girl. Always a lovable creature. I call her creature because sometimes she is at par with we human qualities. Good or bad I don know but somewhere this heart will always respect her.
And well, when i talk about bluffing she is really good at it. Seeing her nobody will ever tell what pain that bitch is going through but she will always make you jeolous with her laughter as him sorrows have never touched her when they seems to be an integral part of our life. I mean, we get depressed on everything, from our bosses to our jobs, family matters to our small personal affairs. Everything seems coming down to us and we feel so helpless in this cruel manipulative mean world! and here is Ananya... always laughing for what may be the situation is. For her , boss is human too and human are tend to be challenging, unless there is no chaleenge in the job there is no fun of work, Family is your best friend so one must keep playing around with them and as far as the personal life goes "who cares!"- these are the two words she has to say. But, will anybody ever understand what her little heart goes through? i always run to her with my slighest of issues... hair cut to dress not suiting me, boy friends to new crushes, breakups to appraisal depression and she always welcome me with this cheerful face and smile of hers as if telling that there is nothing more important than my binnaca smile in this world and guiding me through each phase of life.
Today too i was depressed on my small issue of life and went to this lady who gave me resolution to the issue in an instant and I moved back to my work and an evening party post that in a real light mood. But, will anybody ever analyse what she must have been through tonite. Love of her life is getting married in another 24 hours. A guy whom she loved more than anybody in her life. They both have broke up a year before and no more on talking terms too , but still she accepted his friendship when he came back to her almost 15 days back and welcomed him with the same smile she always had for him. Today too she has communicated the same way to him full of smile and laughter as if life is all about it. But, being a girl i can say how much pain she would be going through from inside for letting someone go whom you loved so deeply with such a broad smile is certainely not anybody cup of tea, but that woman is being doing it with her full heart knowing that it gonna tear her apart.
i have heard as a saying that nothing hurts more than love someone we cant have... certainely she must be in pain.
well, don havemuch words to the situation but will pray god be with her and let her get through the pain for he is the one who brought her to it :(
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